tia‌'tï'tia‌' fydfrka n,kjd f.or tkak mrla‌l= jqfKd;a Trjkjd fï ;rï iel wehs'''@

i.fhda fiajlfhda we;=¿ hd¿fjda ishÆ fokdu úYajdi l< hq;=hs' Tjqkaf.a wdorh" f.!rjh iyfhda.h ,efnkafka túghs' kuq;a wms iel l< hq;= wjia‌:d fudkjd oehs lshd oek f.k jev l< hq;=hs'

wm miq .sh i;shl ffjoH idhkh ;=<ska wêl ;ry .ek l;d lf<uq' ;ry jf.au wms iudcfha ks;r olsk fohla‌ jkafka ielhhs' wUqieñhka w;r mjqf,a foudmshka ÿjd orejka jf.au ifydaor ifydaoßhka w;r hyÆjka w;r;a fuu ielh oelsh yelsh fuu ielh ufkda ffjoH úoHd;aulj ú.%y jkafka flfiao@ ;ry jf.au ielh;a md,kh lr .; fkdyels ;rï mj;S kï th wfma Ôú;hg úYd, n,mEula‌ we;s lsÍug iu;a fjhs fï ksidu fï ielh .ek we;s ufkda ffjoH úoHd;aul ú.%h flfia oehs hkak .ek l;d lsÍug wm woyia‌ lf<uq ffjoH;=uks fï ielh ufkda ffjoH úoHd;aulj ú.%y lrkjd kï@

ielh o ;ry jf.au tÈfkod iudcfha olskakg we;s idudkH yeÛSSula‌' idudkH ielh wfma iudcfha wo w;HjYH fohla‌ njg m;a ù ;sfnkjd' wo iudcfha fï ~úÈhg idudkH ielhla‌j;a ke;sj Ôj;a ùu wmyiqù ;sfnkjd' WodyrKhla‌ úÈhg Tng /lshdjla‌ §u i|yd úYd, uqo,la‌ hfula‌ b,a,d isáhfyd;a Tn ;=< idOdrK iehla‌ we;s úh hq;=hs' ke;skï Tn jxpd ldrfhl=g yiqfjkjd' ta jf.au Tfí ÿrl:khg Tn fkdokakd flfkl=f.ka weu;=ula‌ ,ofyd;a Tn th iel l< hq;=hs' fujeks foa idOdrK úÈhg we;sjk ielhka fõ'

tjeks idOdrK ielj,ska Tíng .sh widOdrK ielh l=ula‌o@

mqoa.,fhla‌ .ek ks;ru ielfhka ne,Su fyda iEu wjia‌:djla‌ .eku ielfhka ne,Su widOdrK úÈhg iel lsÍuhs' fjk;a jpkj,ska lshkjd kï WodyrKhla‌ úÈhg mjq,l ieñhd ish ;reK ìß| lvjiï ;reKfhl= iu.~ l;d lrk úg ielhla‌ we;sùu ia‌jNdúlhs' tjeks ìß|lg ieñhd .ek tjkakla‌ we;sùuo tfiahs' kuq;a Tyq fyda weh weiqre lrk iEufokd .eku iel is;kjd kï th wia‌jdNdúlhs' tajf.au ;ud jgd isák iEu flkd .eku ielfhka n,kafka kï th wia‌jdNdhslhs' flfkl=g fïúÈhg wia‌jdNdúl ielhka we;s jkafka wehs@ wêl iy wia‌jdNdúl úÈhg iel we;s ùug fya;= ;sfnkjd'

tu iEu fya;=jla‌u udkisl frda. yd iïnkaOhs' fïjd w;ßka idlÉPd lsÍug fyd| frda.hla‌ jkafka morbid jealoñy kñka y÷kajkq ,nk udkisl frda.hhs' fuys ,la‌IK jkafka ldka;djla‌ fyda msßñfhla‌ ks;r ;u iylre fyda iyldßh iel lsÍu' Tyq fyda weh fjk flfkla‌ foi neÆj;a ielhs' ks;r mÍla‌Id lrkjd tkï ld¾,hg ÿrl:kfhka l;d lrkjd' f.or tkak m%udo fjkak neye' hg we÷ï mjd mßla‌Id fldg n,kjd' cx.u ÿrl:kh mÍla‌Id fldg n,kjd ldgo weu;=ï f.k ;sfnkafka weu;ï ,eî ;sfnkafka ldf.kao ,eî ;sfnk iy hjd we;s flá mKsúv fudkjd oehs n,kjd tfiau ks;ru mdfmdÉpdrKh lrkakehs lshkjd' .=áneg yqjudre lr .kakjd fï ;;a;ajh ieñhdg ish ìß| fyda ìß|g ieñhd fyd a >d;kh lsÍug mjd n,mdk m%Odk fya;=jla‌ nj fidhd f.k ;sfnkjd'

tfiakï fï ;;a;ajh .ek wfkla‌ flkd lghq;= l< hq;af;a flfiao@

fuh wksjd¾fhkau udkisl frda.hla‌ nj jgyd .; hq;=h' ta wkqj ufkda ffjoH úfYaI{ m%;sldr i|yd fhduq l< hq;=hs' kuq;a isÿ jkafka fjk;a fohls' tkï fï úÈhg ;u iyldßh fyda iyldßh fmïj;d fyda fmïj;sh is;kafka Tyq fyda weh ;ukaj iel lrkafka wdorh jeä ksid njhs'tfia is;d Tjqka isyska i;=gla‌ ,nkj·· fï ;;a;ajh frda.hla‌ nj f;areï .kakd úsg fndfyda l,a .; ù yudrhs' YdßSßl ydks mjd isÿ fldg bjrhs'

wo f,dalfha fujeks whg m%;sldr l< yelshs' kuq;a fokakdu fuh frda.hla‌ nj y÷kd .; hq;=hs'

fï úÈhg iel we;s jk flkd ;ukag we;af;a md,kh lr .; fkdyels ;rï ielhla‌ nj mss<s.kakjdo@

keye fï frda.hg m%;sldr lsÍug we;s m%Odk;u .egÆj thhs

tjeks wêl iel we;s jk fjk;a udkisl frda. fudkjdo@

úIdoh fyj;a udkisl wjmSvkh kï frda.S;;a;ajfha isg Nskafkdakaudoh keue;s udkisl wikSmh ola‌jdu fujeks iel lsÍï we;sfjhs tjeks ;;a;ajhka delñioì f,i y÷kajhs fï i|yka l< iEu udkisl frda.S ;;a;ajhl§u fujeks delñioì we;s úh yelshs' tfiau u;amekaj,g weíneys jQ whg;a fujeks iel we;s jk delñioì we;s úh yels bvlv jeähs'

ta lshkafka wêl ielh hkq udkisl frda.hl ,la‌IKhla‌@

meyeÈ,sju Tõ' tjeks wh iu. ióm Ôú;hla‌ mj;ajdf.k heu b;du wd;;sldÍ ;;a;ajhls'

,dxlsl iudch ielh flkao% lr .;a iudchla‌ lshd udwid ;sfnkjd ffjoH;=uks Tn fï woyi iu. tlÛo@

uu iïmQ¾Kfhkau tl.hs· n,kak wm iudcfha wms weia‌jy lgjyd yÈyQkshï fldäúK fl;rï kï úYajdi lrkjdo@ n,kak kùk mkakfha wÆ;au jdykj, foys f.ä iy ñßia‌ lr,a t,a,d ;sfnk wdldrh' tfiau iuyr ;%s frdao r:j, fm!oa.,sl nia‌j, msgqmi ,shd we;s woyia‌' fï r:hg nqÿ irKhs foúmsysghs oeka oeka iuyr ;%s frdao r:j, msgqmi ydiH ckl jels ,shd ;sfnkq oelsh yelshs fïjd m%o¾Ykh lsÍfï há woyi úh yela‌fla ;%sfrdao ßh weia‌jy lgjy je§fuka uqod .ekSu úh yelsh wo mqj;am;l oekaùu ~msgqfoi n,kak' hka;% uka;%j,ska weia‌ jylgjyd ÿre lr fokak lS fofkla‌ kï bÈßm;a fjkjdo@' tjf.au wo wfma rfÜ mqyq,a fï ;rï ñ, wêl wehs@ mqyq,a ;sfnkafka uq¿;eka f.hs fkdj wÆ;ska b¢ lrk f.dvkeÛs,sj, jyf,a t,a,kakhs' fï ;rï wm iudch ielh Wv l%shd lrkak fya;= jqfKa wehs lshd ug ú.%y l< fkdyelshs' kuq;a ud oel ;sfnk iy ffjoH fiajh isÿ fldg we;s úfoia‌ iudcj, kï fujeks ielhla‌ keye' Tjqka iel lrkafka whs 'wd¾'iS ldrhska" fydreka iy m%isoaO jxpdldrhska muKhs' wfkla‌ iEu úgu l%shd lrkafka ielh Wv fkdj úYajdih Wvhs'

ielh u; l%shd lsÍfï jro l=ula‌o@

ielh B¾IHdj u; l%shd lrk úsg wm h:d¾:fhka wE;a jk nj nqÿyduqÿrefjda afmkajd§ ;sfnk fohla‌' th b;d .eUqre i;Hhla‌' wms úkdY fjkjd' wmsg ljodj;a ÈhqKq fjkak neye' wms bkafka ñ;Hdjla‌ msgqmihs' wfma iudcfha újdy Ôú;fha fyda wmf.a ld¾hd,fha jHdmdrfha jqK;a wmf.a iylre fyda iyldßh

Tn iudchg fok mKsúvh l=ula‌o@

mKsúvh jkafka ielh u;= fkdlr wfkla‌ wh .ek úYajdi lrkak hkakhs

Tn l,ska lS morbid jealoñy ksid ÿla‌ ú¢k ieñfhl=g fyda ìß|lg Èh yels mKsúvh l=ula‌o@

;ukaf.a mjqf,a whg iy ñ;%hskag fï .ek lshkak Tfí wdrla‌Idj .ek is;kak' Tfí wkd.; i;=g .ek is;kak Tnf.a ieñhd fyda ìß| m%;sldr .ekSu i|yd f.k hkak' Tyq fyda weh th m%;sla‌fIam lrkjd kï Tnf.a iy Tfí orejkaf.a wdrla‌Idjg m<uq ;ek§ bj;a ùug mshjr .ekSu jeo.;a nj is;kak'

úfYaI{ ufkda ffjoH rks,a wfíisxy
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